Why Do We Keep Up This Charade?

On your palm an endless wonder
Lines that speak the truth without a sound
In your eyes awaits the tireless hunger
Already looks for prey to run down

So why do we keep up this charade
How do we tell apart the time to leave from the time to wait

What does tomorrow want with me
What does it matter what I see
If it can't be my design
Tell me where do we draw the line

The dance of flames and shadows in the street
Make poetry nobody's ever heard
The weight of loneliness stands on your feet
The cage already there around the bird

So why don't we join the masquerade
Before it all falls apart before our love becomes insatiate

What does tomorrow want with me
What does it matter what I see
If I can't choose my own design
Tell me where do we draw the line

Where's the cooling wind
Where's the evergreen field
Where's my mother's open arms
Where's my father lionheart
S'like the sun's gone down
Sleeps in the hallowed ground now
With the autumn's browns leaves
With the one who never grieves

What does tomorrow want with me
What does it matter what I see
If we all walk behind the blind
Tell me where do we draw the line

Whatever tomorrow wants from me
At least I'm here, at least I'm free
Free to choose to see the signs
This is my line

Day Fourteen.

A song you'd love to hear live.

A song about happiness/love.

A song from a band you have no heard in awhile, that hold meaning you you.

A song you want played at your funeral.

A song that you used to love when you were in 9th grade.

-Koral Dawn

Sometimes.

Sometimes is all the times.
And never means maybe.....

-Koral Dawn

Day Thirteen.

How ironic.
Your favorite actor: Johnny Depp.

-Koral Dawn

So Once Again...

It's Friday.. Only it doesn't feel like Friday. I just want to go home and curl up in a ball and watch movies all night or play a game.

I love when his friends are over really though. Jeremy and Ryan are chill. Since they're over every weekend... It doesn't bother me much. And things are always so much better .. sneaking around when they're here... ;)

Anyway. I wish I felt like this today:

But I feel like this kind of: 

Anyway, I've been getting a decent amount of money back recently from purchases made and then money earned.. Mom still owes me alot though.. but I should really owe her I guess. I just want my tax return and then I'll be happy. Maybe even enough to go get a washer and dryer that we found online. Hopefully. I have to do laundry too.. damnit. I just remembered :(

I have no motivation today at all. 

Period.

So I leave you with this: 

-Koral Dawn